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CHANGING LJ AGAIN. [Saturday June 25th, 2005] I have to get a new LiveJournal. Privacy issues. =/ You understand. I'll disclose the new one in a minute. _audiodelite_audiodelite_audiodelite_audiodelite_audiodelite_audiodelite_audiodelite_audiodelite READ (0) CMNT

[Saturday June 25th, 2005] My mom got an MP3 player for her birthday but I stole it. =] There's way too many people in this fucking house and I hate being treated like a third grader. The day I turn 18...they'll never see me again. READ (0) CMNT

[Friday June 24th, 2005] check out my new family. san diego's gonna be interesting... i missed by baby.. =] p/s i'm really fucking lonely. i need to find a boy, and quick status. READ (2) CMNT

[Thursday June 23rd, 2005] I finally have a computer cord for my camera! That means pic posts. Neat! Mostly the ones I have are just of me. So deal with it. =] ( a couple more. ) READ (9) CMNT

[Wednesday June 22nd, 2005] SCHOOL IS OFFICIALLY OVER. I'm moving tomorrow. Bye. READ (1) CMNT

[Saturday June 18th, 2005] today was the worst day of my life. seriously. but now im getting crunk with the BFF so lyke. totally. mission accomplished, john. it's broken. yrehsa an i anca tpeh JKa hghakhfjl ahf?? just kidding. i love amanda. amanda is the best. she has nifty hair and a neat looking face. amanda is BONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGgg. thong. --rubybooby <-- yeah right. =] HOkay. READ (0) CMNT

[Tuesday June 14th, 2005] INNOCENT!! No more Michael Jackson jokes, okay? thanks. READ (5) CMNT

[Friday June 10th, 2005] the sky is green brain overload im so afraid the trap door opens i spiral down down down Radiohead owns. READ (1) CMNT

[Thursday June 9th, 2005] Why is it that when you really need someone, they tend to be so far away? p.s. Alex is back. =] READ (0) CMNT

[Wednesday June 8th, 2005] Some days make life really hard to live. I just feel like laying down and dying. READ (7) CMNT

[Sunday June 5th, 2005] Another dream about John. *sigh* He kissed me in this one. Why is it that the one you love can hurt you so bad even if they don't try? READ (0) CMNT

[Saturday June 4th, 2005] radiohead.com is pretty amazing. i am disturbed by my past lives sometimes i imagine i see them watching me. many voices and faces, like we have all met at a particular point in a journey. or there is a particular vortex that they have dropped through and are now scrutinizing me with alarm knowing what will happen next and discussing me amongst themselves supposing i cant hear. i am scared because i am not sure if i am in control of this, or if they are. also they do not seem entirely human death is nothing at all. i have only slipped away into the next room. i am i, and you are you. whatever we were to each other, that we still are. call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way you always used to. put no difference in your tone, wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. play, smile, think of me, pray for me. let my name be ever the household word that it always was, let it be spoken without effort, no trace of a shadow on it. life means all that it ever meant. it is the same as it ever was. there is unbroken continuity. why should i be out of mind because i am out of sight? i am waiting for you, somewhere very near. just around the corner. all is well. the sky is green brain overload im so afraid the trap door opens i spiral down down down READ (0) CMNT

[Sunday May 29th, 2005] Everyone be cool and do this. http://www.catch27.com/join.php?invite=18731 make sure you join my pack!!! READ (0) CMNT

[Friday May 27th, 2005] San Diego this weekend. Yep. READ (0) CMNT

[Saturday May 21st, 2005] Prom tonight. I'm totally rocking the faux-hawk. Heck yes! READ (6) CMNT

[Wednesday May 18th, 2005] Life is so boring. Off to Star Wars. =/ READ (2) CMNT

[Monday May 16th, 2005] I just wanted to apologize to any friend that I've ever made feel guilty. I should really be thankful for the friends that I have and should appreciate the time they're willing to put up with me. I know I'm not the funniest person or the prettiest person or the trendiest person to be around, but atleast you all put up with me. I'm sorry, but there's just times where I feel completely left out and avoided but I don't make a big deal out of it. I don't mean to be the dull boring person of the group. I really wish I could be more like a couple of my friends. More outspoken like Ruby, more popular like Ashlee, more admired like Caitlin...just everything. I'm sorry to be throwing myself a pity party, but there are times when I just feel really hurt or left out and it sucks that no one seems to care. =[

[Saturday May 14th, 2005] I got a dress. =] READ (2) CMNT

[Wednesday May 11th, 2005] ATTN: I'M POOR. $219. I want it soooo badly. (http://www.loralie.com/proms.php3?s=7697) I have like 3 days to get the money for it and I thought my dad was gonna send me the money, but obviously not. I can't depend on anyone. =[ So...anyone want to donate to the "Amanda needs a Prom dress" fund? =[ READ (4) CMNT

[Tuesday May 10th, 2005] Ugh, things are getting messed up. I apologize again to everyone who has tried to contact me. I'm stupid and I left my phone at someone's house again. Call my house if you want to talk to me, I'm there pretty much right after school to the end of the day. 714.774.2710 Anyways, boys are rediculous and that's the end of that. I can't wait to move now. READ (2) CMNT

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